Friday, October 1, 2010

low self-esteem

well kinda nt confident with myself ==
especially when doing something that i really like n i tot i am good at
haha weird though
== may b i am taking it too harse
what is my dream??
my dream ??
== erm it' music that i love
i would like to be a performer in music in singing n composing
== i doubt that
i love to sing as in classical as well as pop
but i am not good in pop or may b can say == bad
@@ i would love to mix those two kinda of singing n evolve into my own singing
which basically what i am doing now
== the more i explore the more i am dissapointed
== i love soul style kind of of singing but == it a long journey
@@ die
on the other hand i wish to b a pastry chef as well haha which my mum sure encourage me to do so
hahaha...currently try hard to earn my own money for my degree fees to == japan
omg ..dunno whether i am able to do so haha...but if i am in japan i sure will again explore japanese music n style hahaha..sure gonna b nice as i know that japanese musician particularly extreemly precise in each note n is the top in the asia omg...compare with others county in asia ..damn ..